I actually have a lot more going on than I’ve really talked about on here. One thing has really hit me in the failure department, and I have to sort through that. I think the decision and direction I decide to go with it will be more beneficial than detrimental in the long run. I…
Author: Seth
Limerence: The Final Boss of Abandonment Trauma
Let me start by saying that this is most likely going to be a series! In my past posts, which…I’ll get to that in a minute, I shared quite a bit of personal information in regards to leaving a decade of narcissistic abuse, living in a homeless shelter for a few months while I got…
Planting A Rose #01
I just shared the initial WIP for a story that I intend to grow into a full-length novel. Against my editor’s wishes (which she also said this wouldn’t be that big of an issue in the end), I am sharing the building of the story from start to finish. I supposed it would go without…
WIP Preview: 19 Steps
Genealogy was such tedious work, but not to the head of the department. Neither was it a bore to her seniormost assistant who, at the ripe old age of 39, would stay in the library far beyond closing just to find out if two people connected down the line. There was a near-obsessive degree of…
Celebrating (?) a Migraine
Woke up at around noon with a massive photophobic vestibular migraine — sitting still doesn’t help really, even al these hours later. I stayed under the heavy warmth of my weighted blanket and kept the back light low my two phones, and playing a new anime ARPG (Lost Sword) while keeping discord open on the…
The Incredibly Creepy Story of the Bat Bug
A few months ago, I drug myself into the bathroom to prepare for a morning shower, when I spied a tiny round bug in the bottom of the tub. After further inspection, I reeled back in horror. Is that a bed bug? I’ve seen those nasty blood cows before, at a rather posh hotel in…
25 Changes I’ve Noticed About Myself In the Past Year
In my previous/intro post, I talked about how my life went along in the last 18 months, and after I finished and posted it, I started to realize that I’ve been through a lot of changes, and thus have changed quite a bit, myself. The more I ruminated on it, the more I wanted to…
This is a Reset! You Can Do it, Too!
I’m restarting the blog. I initially started the blog on the 25th of August, and was very upbeat about getting it launched. I had all these plans to write about something I love (radical self-care, mental health, emotional wellbeing, self-improvement, gaming, music, books, etc) while also touching upon life experience in the form of CTSD…
Re: Prep Work, Trauma, Progress, Changes, Boundaries, and Misc.
I have to stay in bed until my desired wake-up time for my shift, since this is my mostly permanent shift schedule, now. Which means I’m in bed for four more hours. My house is not as clean as I’d like it to be, and it sucks. It’s not overwhelming, but I like walking into…
Whatever
Got home from work about an hour ago, and yikes, I walked almost 8 miles at work today! It makes sense that my plantar fasciitis is singing a little bit (in a soprano tone). I have the night shift, tomorrow, and so I am trying to stay up a wee bit longer before my head…