Mornings are rough lately! I wake up with some level of resentment for literally anything. Anything from my friend not calling or texting to something that I have to do next week. It’s very bizarre and out of character. Normally, I wake up and my routine is to snag my shower, get my coffee, and…
Author: Seth
Late Night Writing
Tonight’s meeting was about page 92 (approaching an alcoholic who’s on the fence about their alcoholism). I chose to listen. Great shares, some funny, some very sad. All were earnest reminders that those of us who are alcoholics are blessed to share rooms like the ones we meet in. 🙏 I didn’t do much, today….
I am A Stick in the Water
So I was reading through my September posts, and I feel like my day-to-day life is kind of boring. I work, gripe about my feet, talk about my meetings, but not much else. Honestly, that’s all I have going on. If not for other people and my mobile games keeping me entertained, I’d be as…
My Introverted Ass Actually Went Out With Friends!
I got to wear my new tac boots to work, today, and they were extremely comfortable! Despite how good they felt, my feet were still on fire by the end of the day. It’s plantar fasciitis, I just know it is. I need some better arch support, as I do have pronounced arches. So I…
Shenanigans!
Short work day, had my group meeting at 6:30, so I left early. Boss didn’t mind. After that, noticed my bank didn’t deposit my $$ until after it decided to give a petty fee for hitting zero on my balance, then another petty fee for going below zero due to the other petty fee. Then it put…
140 Days Later
I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO WRITE THIS SINCE I MOVED. And I have a lot to cover in a single post, so bear with me. I’ll probably edit in some things that I missed and/or forgot about throughout the week. To catch up, I was first inspired to get better after hearing Samantha Beart share their…
Today I Am Autonomous
As of right this minute, I am completely caught up on all bills and payments. I also have the ability to maintain said bills and payments, so long as I continue my forward progression. In a week, I will be moving into my own place, again. It’s still a safe and secure location that comes…
Closure
I decided to let go and let God in regards to “those two.” Yesterday, I was feeling pressured by others to at least contact them, myself, and tell them I was okay. Like I said, I did not feel comfortable doing that at all. With the help of some recovery folks, I meditated and prayed about all…
What an Incredible Day!
First, I worked out a deal with my insurance company so that I could pay rent. I’m paying insurance on my first full check. After that, I paid rent, but am still going cutting it super close — if I don’t have a full week’s worth of rent paid by 9/6, I’m going to have…
Another Day of Hopeful Progress!
Will make this easy because caffeine hasn’t hit, yet. I’ll list what I have on my plate, and what I’ve done so far to temporarily resolve them. Issues yesterday: my PC is in Pawn ($345 to get out) and was due on the 22nd. Tommie (my 4 month old cat) is still at the house…