I am here. I am in my new apartment. I have an amazing job that I love (and am currently preparing to build a tumblr around, as fresh food is what I work around, and I love cooking). I am writing daily. I am confident and exhausted, but confident.
I’m making plans for November. Nothing fancy. It all centers around getting my sleep schedule ironed out in relation to my work shifts, and focus most of my free time on writing my book. After November, I plan to do a “no spend December,” where I basically spend no money aside from food necessities and carbonated beverages (not sodas), due to my acid reflux. The irony is that sodas cause/irritate the reflux, but they also help it, so I’m probably going to seriously consider eliminating them altogether. I’ve eliminated a bunch of other things in the recent months, I’m sure I can do without sodas.
But elimination isn’t really the goal, it’s a side-thought. What I’m aiming for is creating order and normalcy. Stuff being in their proper places, sleeping on a schedule, hitting the doors at work with all of my energy (and having it last all day), eating habits back to normal, writing in most of my free time, etc. Just like when I was on my A-Game back before everything went downhill. I’ve gotten myself this far, the rest is a cakewalk.
Anyway, it’s 4:43pm right now, and I do need to get ready for bed in ~90 minutes. Will probably hit it sooner since I’m bushed. Either that, or put on an episode of a new show I’ve wanted to watch. Was considering Star Trek Discovery since I’ve never really watched any Star Trek stuff, and I’ve been told it’s a good place to “start” since there’s not too many hard references to other shows that I need to know about.
not sure though. I’m beat, I’m going to get ready for bed, regardless what I do.