Apologies, I wrote the first post but I am still really tired from my migraine,
Got there at about 8:45, and met with the psych and med staff pretty much
More for my records than to share info. haha. But I learned I won’t be
I blacked out on Monday I think. Or maybe it was Tuesday. Either way, it
…being able to make myself bigger or make the thing smaller, while performative in a way, actually gives me the empowerment I need to follow through on whatever is going on.
Fuck inspiration, though, that’s head-in-the-clouds dreamy shit. I want to act on it. No. I will act on it.
“They’re right, you know.” Second arrow. Of course I wanted to argue with him about it. Because apparently this is a thing I do when I am defensive.
I got to meet up with my coach, today. Pretty long visit, but they kinda
Greed, in this instance, is the negative connotation that you are taking care of your basic needs despite the feeling that they are not accessible or available to you, because you think other people deserve it more.
I went to bed at 1:15am, very tired, but not “forced myself to stay awake”